waiting on cooler days

September will be here soon and hopefully cool weather will follow. I am more than ready for chilly winds and sweaters. I will begin teaching and getting paid to do so this upcoming month. I look forward to doing something more with myself. Bella will get to attend school at the church while I teach. We are so very blessed. She is ready to for a few hours a day. I think it will be to both our benefits to really miss each other throughout the day. Not to mention the experience's we will both have each day. Growing more and learning more about God. She is doing wonderful with reading. She will listen to me read and then pick up the book and try to read with what she has memorized. She is so cute I am so proud of her! It's about midnight and my mind won't shut off. I should be tired and I sort of am but my body is like stay awake. I am suppose to help a friend tomorrow and I hope that I will be a good help. I get drained though and there are days I just don't want to do a darn thing. I had a good day with the family. I suppose I should try and relax.

A teaching I will go

That's it all my efforts are just going to being a Teacher. Also why is it that when I don't capitalize facebook it's wrong but if I don't capitalize teacher it's alright? What is wrong with the world today?

~My Loves~

 Jack

Isabella

I love rainy days

What a beautiful day out today. I am probably one of the few people who enjoys stormy weather. Bella and I went to the library and checked out some books. She loves it there and I couldn't be happier! I love the library too :) I love reading with her and I am so happy that she loves to hear me read to her. I hope she will have a love for books just like I do. I hope and pray both my children do. Books can help you escape, relax, pretty much anything. I am so in love with my life. I have amazing children and wonderful family and support system. The man of my dreams who is always full of love! On my way in the direction of the career I would love to have. I have everything and all I could ever want except my son is with his Grandma not me. Long story and even though I do have a great life it just seems so empty without him here to share it with. So I am stuck but I will proceed knowing God has a plan and he is in control. I have to surrender to him and trust in him. He is using me in a bigger way than I know. I just want Jack to know that I love him and no matter where he is or what is going on that my love will never change for him.

First day of Kindergarten!!

Yesterday was my son's 1st day in kindergarten!!! I can't believe he is already in school. I am so happy for him he seemed completely ready to go. I pray and hope he has a good time and enjoys his class and teacher. He looked completely natural sitting in the classroom. I am so happy for my baby boy!!!! My daughter will be going to daycare this Sept. I will be officially working as a childcare teacher!! Things are looking up but there is always that other side of the coin. I have to learn to have faith and know that God has a plan. Sometimes figuring out what to do in the meantime is what gets me upset and confused.. I have an amazing support system my family that loves me so much. I am so very blessed. I know in time things will be fine I just feel uneasy when my son is not here with me. My children are so amazing! I am so thankful for the little blessings that they are. I just hope and pray that I can be a good Mom for them. Lord give the strength I know I am going to need. Amen!

How to Make a Lava Lamp the Easy Way

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Sunday Funday :D

Here goes another day filled with adventure fun and who knows what else. Here is to hoping it stays positive!

This is what I am waiting for!!!

My dream

Such a beautiful storm out tonight! Lightning so bright in the sky and thunder rumbling along after it. Such a lovely thing. when it rains I often picture what I would be doing in my head. Reading a book in a nook of my own home while sipping a warm cup of coffee or playing a board game with my family after eating dinner. I look forward to doing so much with Scott. He is such an amazing man! He is the man I hope to marry someday.. He lifts me up when I am down and he is a friend when I need one. He surprise's me all the time in so many different ways. He makes me laugh and he knows how to relax and just be. I love him so much. He see's the strength's in my that I might not have known existed. He challenges me and helps me grow as a person. Every morning I wake up and thank the Lord above for blessing me with such a sweet man. He is everything I've ever dreamed of and so much more. He makes me feel safe and just gets me. I am in love with my dream!!  He is a loving and caring Father. An honest and loyal friend. Most of all a genuine good hearted person. I guess I've always gone by this rule that if there is someone who needs simple assistance and he is there in public surrounded by people, would he or wouldn't he help? It may be simple but it means so much to me. It's in those moments who I know who I truly care for and love. I am so blessed! I am happy and as giddy as a child :)